Emo-ing: I'm a mess

I’m a complete mess again. I’m exhausted, I’m lost, I feel numb inside, I’m easily distracted, unable to concentrate on what’s important, I’m reluctant to wake up, I’m reluctant to do anything at all. And it is all my fault. And I know I can get myself to feel better and pick myself up. I also know I’ll end up like that again.

Vicious cycle, hello there.