I miss writing my fics. I miss doing my signatures and graphics. I miss updating for Drache, even though it was tedious work. I miss the adrenaline rush when I’m writing for roleplays I am very excited to be participating in. I miss wasting paper to write down all the ideas I have for worlds, characters, stories.
More importantly, I miss having control over my own life, my own time, and knowing exactly what I want and am going to do next.
I know how to save myself. Why aren’t I doing it yet?